I’m talking with a good friend about the Janitor. He thinks I should break up with him. He is telling me to do it now, like ASAP.
I’m freaking the fuck out. I don’t want to. I like him. I know he makes me upset. But I want to be able to fix it first. I know it can be done. If he continues to fuck up after trying so hard, then fine. But I can’t, I just can’t. I’ve never broken up with anyone before. I was always the one left behind. It fucking sucks, I don’t know if I can do that to someone.