I will be out of contact with the world this weekend. I’m going away, something I need. There is no service, no Internet, no cable. Just silence.
My best friends cottage.
I don’t want to speak about yesterday, with anyone. Not even myself. I’m nothing but a huge disappointment.
I can’t breathe, but that’s because of my horrific allergies. My congestion is so bad it hurts.
I need to have a serious chat with the Janitor. Im happy when I’m with him, but immediately freak the fuck out when I’m alone. I over think and worry about nothing. I need to discuss this with him, I think that will make me feel and act normal.
I need to grow some balls and man the heck up.
Goodnight. See you on the other side.