My apologies on the M.I.A.
I considered blogging about my trip now that I’m home.
But I can’t currently.
At this exact moment and for the past hour or so, I feel crazy. I’m bouncing off the walls, I’m so fidgety, my hearts racing along with my brain, I can’t sit still let alone try to sleep. I’m scared, I don’t know what’s going on but I want it to stop.
I’m off my meds, is this related to no medication? Or is this related to my high level of anxiety?
I’m crazy, I’m scared, I have no one to talk to right now.
WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO?!
I feel like I could hurt myself even though my level of depression is not readable. My craziness is making me want to do crazy things. I don’t understand what is going on and how to fix it.