How should I feel about spending the night at my exes house… Again.
How does he get to me? What do I want? What am I doing? Will I honestly be okay after I go home? Can I move on with life like it was nothing. Like it meant nothing. Am I capable of doing this? I always said I wasn’t. But maybe I have the courage. I don’t know… We’ll see I guess. On some level I feel like I’ve failed. Like I shouldn’t be doing this.
I will revisit this at a later time. Talk soon.