Oh my god… What is wrong with me?
Right after posting my last post, I lyed down, got comfy, and closed my eyes.
Then out of the blue, my OCD habits hit me like a ton of bricks!
I fortunately did not relapse. I was able to realize what was happening and shut my needs down.
It was just really scary. My brain tried reasoning why it would be okay.
I need to go calm down and breath.
Good night for real this time… Hopefully.