Crap.. I don’t know if I can.
I’ve got it all planned out in my head. But I feel like such a wimp for being scared, scared of the unknown.
I know I want to, I don’t want to live another day like this. I want it all to end. I want this pain to be gone. I’ve given up entirely on everything. This is the choice now. This is the choice I want to make. I’m just not sure if I can go through with it and press that big red button to self destruct.
Time is ticking… I will have to make a decision at some point.